Mother's Day alone?

I was supposed to be alone for mothers day, I was planning to just secretly go to a spa and eat some cake and watch a movie alone. kinda sad i guess. I just wanted to cry about my mom who passed away. I hated all the facebook posts of "Happy Mothers day" whats so happy about it, my moms dead. sigh. I was falling into a deep sadness

i miss her so much...RIP mom

I ended up having Terehz with me because my ex-husband decided to switch weekends with me. sure why not i figured? I felt fearful that my son would see me sad and I wanted to hide that emotion.

anyhoo, i got up early and went to chuch with him, i thought my baby boy would be mad that i woke him up for church. we went thru timmys drive thru...pathetic mothers day brunch but whatever

anyways this particular church service was theeee best decision of my life. The pastor opened my eyes to alot of the things I have been slipping and slacking on lately. saving money, praying, discipline, and just keeping it together all around.

hey!!!! if you ever want to attend as a guest here's the link to church!

http://www.globalkingdom.ca/


we studied Proverbs 14:1 "The wise woman builds her house, but with her own hands the foolish one tears hers down"

What does this mean to you ladies? lets be honest....some of us need to remind ourselves of this.

I did....thank you for the reminder.

ok so My son and I went to an awesome show downtown, i spent time with friends and my favoroirite brother (it was his bday btw!!!!)I invited him to the show from ottawa and he came!! my heart skipped 10 beats when i saw the text he was coming!!!

mothers day 2014

oh! and my older son called me to have a deep meaningful convo.

is there a better moms day gift than this? nope

I was definitely not alone